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Well I know my record here has been rather spotty. As well this is a blog about my life lol.

Things have gotten good and some areas not so. I’m still unemployed but thanks to my best friend she is helping me get my car out asap so I can get a job that is willing to hire me. I’m low on cash and the personal care home is using a Lawyer to attack me anytime I’m late on rent. I’m only 2 weeks late within that month it is due. I never pay too late unless something came up. For the past couple of months they have been jerking me around. Claiming I’m abusing my grandma. If not stealing from her and if not that threatening to become her payee while not crediting me the amount I overpaid time to time. I have had it with these people and with the mechanic giving me the runaround with my car. One minute it’s done the next it’s not. One minute I owe nothing next I owe 200. I’m hoping this will be the last 200 they will get out of me and I want my car that day I want to know if all it needs is stickers placed it on I want to be there to see it get in my car and drive home.

Now for the love life I guess. Well it’s been effy. Loverboy and me are on the rocks and I just no longer care to be beached by the friendship. An older man is trying his way through but I’m not interested in him due to the age gap and his temperament. He might seem nice and caring like a father but I don’t need someone to dictate what I can and cannot do if I want to be in a relationship with him. Too restrictive to me. I’m still young and I want to enjoy myself before I buckle down with a career, so why not explore myself this summer with a job and live life as a 20 something. While he on the other hand is 22 plus me and is already set in his ways and wants me to himself. :/ Not so much for me. Sure I wouldn’t mind being a relationship but I rather have a choice in who I want to be with. Just because you are attracted to me doesn’t me I have to go out with you or be with you. But at least I met someone really nice and cute and I’m more attracted to him than the older guy and we get a long great. Well as of now we do. He’s more closer to age range and more up my alley. He respects my bounds and wishes vs. the older guy who is making fences of where and what I can do to get his love. But I hope that wasn’t confusing lol.

So besides that I lost some inches and I’m hoping to keep going to reach another goal. So besides I’m a licensed driver and I missed out on so many jobs because of the car and the mechanic, I’m sure I’ll be updating this saying hey I got a job and a boyfriend. 😀 But lets hope for job 1st!.

Take care everyone!



Well it’s been awhile since I last stopped by here. Things have changed and some stayed the same. My depression finally is lighting up thanks to my self medicating. I prescribed myself the following:

  1. Reading a book every night.
  2. Meditating atleast 3 times a week.
  3. Talking a walk every other day.
  4. Cleaning and tidying up to clear my mind.
  5. Eat healthy and treat myself to something sweet every other week.
  6. Visit grandma for 3 hours twice a week and listen to her and give her hugs.
  7. Talk to people and listen to those who talk to me. You never know if someone really needs a shoulder to lean on even if they are a stranger.

Other than that I do feel different for the most part. I got away from the toxic neighbor but however there is a another toxic person. I won’t go into details but she lives not to far from me and almost every time I go to do something she always ask if she can spend time with me. My gut keeps telling me to avoid her due to some things going missing when she was here. Other than that my car is almost done since it was gone all summer. Some of my friendships are still lingering and others have now died off. So there is my update of of my life.