Archives for the month of: March, 2013

Falling in love

More like falling in a deathtrap

You never know if you’ll make it out alive

When you do you might lose a thing or two

Falling in love

More like falling into insanity

It will drive you crazy

Make you feel things you never did before

Make you hear things in a way you could never imagine

Falling in love

Is like a disease you can’t cure all the way

When you fall out of love it still lingers on your tongue

Lingers in your heart, your soul.

Falling in love is maybe its worth it.


Well the mechanic hasn’t called me back about helping me drive. Street Cleaning starts April 1st and its already the 29th and things aren’t looking good. Its like life throwing me boulders its like I can’t depend on anyone anymore. Sad but I think next time I’m just going to do everything on my own though its not as easy as it sounds. Just wish me luck on getting something going.

Well lately I’ve been feeling kinda lovey dovey so I’m channeling that energy into good creative energy. I’ve been feeling a bit better since I met a new friend and though though sometimes it was awkward to know they were crushing on the my crush who was crushing on me lol and we had a history together. I feel better knowing what they want to do now and now everyone knows whats going on. I’m back to writing poetry again and next I hope drawing will be the next thing. Now to get my drivers license and find some places and hopefully get a start on life maybe.

chester maynes


cliché life is when
sucked in a vacuum
of abyss and darkness
floating slowly
revealing glitters
and sparks of
thousands upon
thousand colors

there are blood red’s
there are ocean blue’s
there are earth brown’s
there are monster green’s
there are lemon yellow’s

the nature of us
paints on a canvass of
instincts and genres
gently brushed through
the colors of the myriad



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Watching her move with the rhythm with you makes my heart sink with sorrow. As she as me a kindred soul with you. Her dress shimmers with golden silk wrapping your body with hers. As I long for that once more as you two melt upon the altar. Her eyes like mine the same day we locked eyes too. The static fills the room as her lips like mine at one time join to seal the love within. But here I am now that woman I saw with you.

Your gaze captures my soul and set it in stone.Your voice lures me into the water knowing I can’t swim towards you.Your touch intoxicates me to the point of no return. Shivers run through when your anger seeps out. Tears rush down as an avalanche tumbles down into a forest when you hold me. Your passion flows through the tips of your hands and wraps me tightly. As if you are imprisoning me under your rule. Your love mixed with lust is my early morning drug to escape your ghost that lives with me in your absence. Yet even now I can’t seem to shake you off of my mind. Every morning, evening, and night I feel you yearn after me. I feel you wanting me.

Queenfish- emezie okorafor.

Its awesome.

bound by chains called love
the cold wall called lust
rags that clothes the quivering body called sanity
the pain the runs through the body pleasure the mind
the names called seems all too familiar
pure ecstasy to the one who enjoys pain
that torture of the body and mind only keeps them alive
only possessed by their lover
only possessed by lust

to hear the screaming
the yelling
the fights that continues to only drive a wedge between souls
but only to give power inside the mind
watching the body struggle at its weakest point of life
only to enjoy that sense of dominance
to own someone
to have won their soul in a contest of will
only to obsess over their pain
obsession of love

This here is my favorite cover one of them but yeah I love coheed’s cover of the trooper

well I got to pass this one up so yeah…